Oh God no...
Ryan 28 Dec 1999 at 02:30 GMT

Thanks to my idiot spending on X Mas i am facing the possibility of not being able to go out on New Years Eve! I just can't afford to hike it all the way to London.
Damnit! If only i lived in London. I can't imagine how great it would be to just hop on a nightbus and 15 mins later or so i would be at the gay club of my choice... Dream on Ryan...
I think i might have to slit my wrists if i end up spending new year on my own... The only other person i live with (my mum) is going babysitting for my jammy sister.
God what a sad life i lead... But it ain't by choice!
It's fucking unfair really. You get these whinging twats that hate the 'scene' that live in London/Brighton/Manchester/Whatever, then you have someone like me who would spend every night dancing the night away if i could and yet i live in the middle of FUCKING nowhere!!!!!!!! Arrrrrrrrggggggghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!
Must.... Stop... Myself... From..... Having..... A...... Nervous.... Breakdown....... But....... I...... Think..... It's......... Too....... Late.........
*sound of head banging against wall*

Re: Oh God no...
helpfull 28 Dec 1999 at 07:50 GMT

You've got 3 days to find a guy to take you!

Re: Oh God no...
Steven 28 Dec 1999 at 09:25 GMT

Take me with you, ok?

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Bee 28 Dec 1999 at 14:30 GMT

((((((((((((((((Ryan))))))))))))))))))......want me to get you on the guest list for a floating party near Chelsea bridge? Would eliminate most of the cost and you'd get to meet the gorgeous Bee...:o)......it is a str8 party though.....

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paulg 28 Dec 1999 at 16:00 GMT

ryan, i aint no whinging queen, but the thought of paying out £60-ish just to get into a bar on NYE do not appeal ... we're off down the river to watch the fireworks and tary and take out a few eyes with flying champagne corks...
and bee what is this party?

Re: Oh God no...
Bee 28 Dec 1999 at 18:50 GMT

Just that, a party. On a boat. A big boat with a dancefloor downstairs. And I got on the guestlist. Tickets are all gone though.

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Billypartypants 28 Dec 1999 at 21:45 GMT

Ryan, please go wiv Bee, u and miserable are two forts I can't stand......... Of all the people in the BR I suppose U r my fave, not coz we speak or nuttin, just bcoz what u post, every word is filled wiv real emotion, u don't hide behind anyfink, and the first fings I found when I arrived was ur postings and how they wound peple up. So get ur dancin shoes on and spend the night wiv Bee, and I bet u can prove there is no such fing as a str8 filled boat, or at least can dance every1 els in2 oblivion..... I live 22 minutes str8 in2 London Central, however I don't do the gay clubs v often, I sad as it may seem prefer 2 b the odd one out in a str8 cub, bcoz it's wiv all my mates who I luv, but I don't ever put it down, I am lucky and I do know it! .... I fink u r tops Ryan, so please go 2 the ball, b happy even if reality is 48 hours away............ Happyforts 2 some1 who makes me smile............. Breezerboy........XXXXX.

Re: Oh God no... oh yes! tis me, but who ????
Mr. Who ? 28 Dec 1999 at 23:40 GMT

ain't life a bitch when you live in the sticks ah Ryan, but head on down to Main Square and i might see you there tomorrow, Wed. 29th - who know's??? well it's better than Blackwater or Fleet isn't it.
Mystery admirer...

Re: Oh God no... oh yes! tis me, but who ????
Clinton 28 Dec 1999 at 23:45 GMT

But I'm just staying in on NYE, same as christmas. It's not that important is it? Well admittedly I hear people enjoying theemselves outside the window.

Re: Oh God no... oh yes! tis me, but who ????
Simon 28 Dec 1999 at 23:55 GMT

Ryan and Clinton - you're not alone - there's others out here too who'll be spending these times alone rather than with their mates - not that this is much consolation I am sure !

Re: Oh God no... oh yes! tis me, but who ????
Ryan 29 Dec 1999 at 01:15 GMT

Mr Who... Who are you?
Do you mean Main Square as in Camberley Town Centre?
You're freaking me out!!!!
Breezyboy, ta for your comments, you cheers me up
Bee whereabouts are you again? To be honest i have no money for even a bus fare, but you know right now i'm thinking 'Fuck the bank, and the overdraft limit' cos i wanna PARTY! Lol

Re: Oh God no... oh yes! tis me, but who ????
Bee 29 Dec 1999 at 07:40 GMT

I'm in Kingston, (South West) and the party is on a boat moored near CHelsea Bridge.

Re: Oh God no... oh yes! tis me, but who ????
tuff 29 Dec 1999 at 09:45 GMT

think i'll join paul g on the river

Re: Oh God no... oh yes! tis me, but who ????
Mr. Who 29 Dec 1999 at 18:40 GMT

Yep the Main Square in Camberley, 10/10. You mean you didn't see me there??? tut, tut! why don't you try Tesco's or M&S near Blackwater later tonight. 291299. The time now being 6:40pm. <br>
all the best, Mr. Who? you still don't have a clue do you. But don't burn the bank they'll get their own back and for a long time to come. It's called black listing and we don't want that do we Ryan, after all you won't be able to buy me a beer when I see you! oooooh. :-)

Re: Oh God no... oh yes! tis me, but who ????
Ryan 29 Dec 1999 at 20:05 GMT

Hmm.
I doubt you would recognise me anyway even if i did turn up...

Re: Oh God no...
Paul S 29 Dec 1999 at 22:20 GMT

Well if any of you are in the Hereford area new years eve (highly unlikely I know but...), we will be at home doing not a great deal. Could meet up and go for a drink or whatever?
Paul S

Re: Oh God no...
Mr. Who 30 Dec 1999 at 01:05 GMT

Who could mistake such a mega-star of Camberley and Fleet; come across any rich millionaires in Tesco's then or M&S. I'll tell you the best place is Main Square or Tesco's in Guildford. How have you changed then Ryan, gone all skinyhead on us have you?... the public needs to know. <br>